Yesterday my boyfriend came with me to my chemo treatment as usual, And let me just say he has never missed one. Only the times when my mother or bro want to sit with me. He is always there for me & I love how he makes me Laugh, Wipes my tears. Huggs me tight. He has Watched me succeed. Seen me fail. Cheered me on. Kept me going strong. He is a promise from God that I will have a friend forever. I love him more than ever! For real though I have no idea where I would be without him. He has been to every chemo treatment & appointments. He came and visited me at the hospital every day when i was there…times i was admitted. He was the first person I told about everything, He didn't hesitate for one minute about being there for me.We hugged each other & shed tears. I hope (well i know) he knows I would do the exact same for him. I really don’t think i would be able to be as strong as I am through all of this if it wasn’t for him & our two sons! I want to be strong for them. They are my rock as I am theirs. I really have no idea what I would do without them.
So this is where it gets random. Only THREE more rounds of chemo left! That’s ONE more cycle :D I can’t believe it’s already been over 6 months. I am finally beginning to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I know there is still much to do and much to discuss about all my options after chemo, aka radiation, surgery. But I will worry about that when the time comes. I’m hoping maybe my scans after chemo will be completely clean and i won’t even need radiation.
Next random post. This One lady siting across from me at the cancer clinic smiles at me & gestures me a thumbs up ;) it's good to show your happy and positiveness all the time. I love when the nurses tell me that I’m looking so much better from when I first started and that I’m handling everything so well. It makes me feel so great to hear that from people.
Last random thought, So my mom first of all is the best mom ever and I have no idea what I would do without her. She has been working her ass off to support us. I would have never imagined all the support I would be getting, it is seriously unreal and I feel so blessed to have everyone I have in my life. I’m an extremely private person hahhaa. but really, I don’t mind sharing my journey. It helps to let things out!
Sorry for the all over the place post. I had a lot on my mind these past few days and didn’t feel like making multiple posts. Well I’m ready for breakfast!
Thanks for reading! :) ✌❤